Friday, December 14, 2007

love affair

I have always and will likely continue to have a lifelong love affair with self hatred. This romance is in full bloom right now and is scented with self destruction, guilt and bitter remorse.

I've mostly accepted that my life, for most purposes, is over and I'm waiting for the universe to take pity on me finally. But like the knight in Seventh Sign, I am hoping that I'm given the chance to do one good thing.

3 comments:

Missy said...

<3

Wm. said...

You are awesome. Now right on the dry-erase board 20 times: I am awesome.

Wm. said...

Oops, I meant 'write.'