Thursday, April 26, 2007

something just isn't quite right

The first line of "Lazy Eye" by Silversun Pickups is "I've been waiting for this moment all my life. And its not quite right"

I look around at my life right now. I am decider of my own path. I can choose to do anything with my life. If I fail, its on me. If I succeed its me. I am my own person for the first time in my life and even though there are things that still scare me, fear doesn't stop me like it used to. I've done and seen so much in the past few months and I feel alive. I finally belong to me.

But something just isn't quite right.

1 comment:

Wm. said...

Sometimes I wonder if there ever was the 'best of all possible worlds.' Voltaire describes it in 'Candide,' but what a grand farce life is at times.

But there's plenty of great times ahead. Keep trudging, my friend.