Should I start a different blog? I'm a different person. 10 years later.

Hi.

I read through the stuff I'd written many years ago and I remember all those feelings and I'm impressed I wrote them all down so eloquently.  It's also amazing that I made it out of that time period alive.

But I did.  Somehow.  With Missy's help and lots and lots of wasted time filled with distractions.

This is me now with the love of my life.

But he's growing up quickly and I will soon be alone again.  I've already been experiencing it and it's like a drowning.  And I don't have the support around me that I did before.

I'm trying to prepare and find things that I want to do with my life when I'm living for myself again.  I'm worried these things I'm cultivating will not be the inner tube I need to stay afloat, but might be more of a bath toy that I'll be taking under the waters when I can't kick anymore.