Tonight is Sunday. I ran a long run tonight and feel pretty good. I feel decently content with my life but at the same time I don't want to be alone for the rest of it and I'm not sure what that means. Its been an interesting month.
On a sad note, Teddie Dog is dying and my mom is torn up inside. Maybe though this will help her deal with her guilt about Grandpa. I hope so. I don't like to see her suffer the same pain at her own hands over and over.
I think I'll watch a movie tonight to distract myself from falling into melancholy.
I miss you James but I know that things happen for a reason and that you life will likely be better without me in it. I wish there had been a way to fix the things that broke us apart, but we'd been trying to fix those things for most of our 13 years and they were only getting worse. I hope you're having a good night.
Hmmmm
15 years ago
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I'm so sorry about Teddie Dog. I know how hard that is. Please let me know if there is anything at all I can do to help.
Love,
G
Life sucks. It's the universal constant.
Thank God for movies.
And booze.
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